Y'ALL!! I'm tired. It's my first day back in the workforce since October 2012 and it was rough. To say I'm rusty would be an understatement. Today was like I was fresh out of school and had never worked a real job a day in my life. Let me just say this, 13 years experience in state government is like nothing in a private practice. I expected it to be a little different but I had no idea I would feel so incompetent. When I tell y'all I just wanted to get back in my car and go home......
I don't want to seem ungrateful, and I feel really bad for saying this, but I have come to the realization that I just don't want to work for anyone else. I want to have my own business, I want to make my own money, I want to be my own boss, I want to have dinner ready when my kids and husband get home, I don't want to spend 40 minutes in traffic for a job that's only 10 minutes from my house. I just don't. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for this job but just know I won't be making it a habit. I'm working towards getting my own and I feel good about what's to come. Until then, I'll be at someone else's business, waiting on them to pay me, letting them boss me around, cooking dinner after I get home (after everyone else is already home), and spending 40 minutes in traffic for a job that's only 10 minutes from my house.
Tomorrow will be better though.
Goodnight.
Love all of the ensembles! I don't think the tan needs to be paired with a blazer. I think it would take away from the blouse; just cute accessories.
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